Talaq
I did a very disgraceful act, i was surrounded with waswasas of talaq and my life became a living hell I didn’t wanna lose my wife so just to take a break from marriage and get myself treated i said “i am not a Muslim, I don’t believe in Allah , i don’t believe in quran” just so that my marriage can be terminated without me issuing a talaq so my marriage will be terminated bcs of kufr or will it be considered as talaq? I have sincerely repented and i am very ashamed of myself
Answer
Wa’alaykum as Salām wa raḥmatullāhi wa barākatuhu,
You should never do such a thing again. Imagine you pass away in those seconds whilst disbelieving in Allāh. How can you tolerate not believing in Allāh for even a few seconds!
She will be out of your wedlock.