Assalamualaikum… I’m a patient of ocd… .i have a bad habit of
masturbation… a few days before i masturbated(i regret that) and then after
30 min i urinated and then went for bathing when i was bathing i had a
sensation and feeling in my private part that maybe i leaked a urine drops(i
have this sensation many times when bathing).I dont know really if i had
leaked a urine drop or not.Then after bathing when i had a towel wrapped in
my body i had a very strong feeling and sensation like feeling hot in and
around private part and don’t know really if it is of urine drops or water
that is in my body.when i looked at the towel after that i see wetness as my
body is not dry…and I don’t know what this wetness is of?because i didnot
dry my body after bathing. I don’t know if that water was of body or of urine
drops because i had a very strong sensation.I don’t know if it was waswas or
not..now I’m getting thought that everything in my house is impure.Because
maybe i actually leaked urine.But I’m not sure about that. I’m very depressed
about that.Is everything impure like towel etc.?
Note that i don’t know if that wetness is of urine or body’s water.
I’m getting a doubts that what if it is really urine drops.
I’m getting thoughts that because i masturbated…the drops of urine is
because of that…i don’t know what to do…
And what if the urine drops are actually leaked(i dont know about that)
Are everything impure?
After this incident i again done that bad habit …i regret that…..and had feelings and sensation in penis…but don’t know if i had leaked urine or not ..
I had used the same towel without washing for many things like drying by face etc…is everything like furniture utencils bedsheet blankets door etc all impure by this doubt?
Wa ʿAlaykumus Salām Wa Raḥmatullāhi Wa Barakātuh
First and foremost, the act of masturbation is amongst the filthiest of sins and is forbidden. You should immediately turn to the forgiveness of Allāh ﷻ and stop this bad habit.
Masturbation is much detrimental to one’s physical and spiritual being.
Secondly, the contents found in your household will not be regarded as impure unless in the case where it is known without doubt that the actual impurity, like urine or semen, or its traces were physically transferred to anything in the house, in which case the impurities should then be washed off those affected things or wiped until they have been removed.