Not feeling Muslim
I am getting bad thoughts about Allah almighty I am not liking it and after getting bad thoughts of Allah almighty I am feeling that I had done shirk and not even Muslim now. I am not getting the Muslim feeling.
Answer
Wa’alaykum as Salām wa raḥmatullāhi wa barakātuhu,
Please ignore these thoughts. It is the devils way of making you despondent. The companions (Ṣaḥābah) would also experience thoughts like these. The fact that you are displeased with these thoughts proves that you are a believer. Non-Muslims do not feel said when they get negative thoughts.
Please make it a practice to recite the Kalimah 100 times everyday.
Also, recite the following Du‘ā three times every morning and evening:
رَضِيتُ باللهِ رَبَّاً، وَبِالْإِسْلَامِ دِيناً، وَبِمُحَمَّدٍ صَلَى اللهُ عَلِيهِ وَسَلَّمَ نَبِيَّاً
Whenever you get a thought, you should not willingly entertain it. As soon as the though comes, you should recite Ta’awwudh and
لا حول ولا قوة الا بالله